Meaningless

Woke up realizing that it is another day.another day but why does it feel the same. Waking up everyday is a struggle.whay am I here? Is this it? Is this the reason why I am here? To work, pay the bills , feeling this constant anciety of the if's in life. If this all that is, then I dont see the meaning of it. Or maybe there is more to it that life can offer, or maybe there is more of it that I can offer to life?? For sure, I will not be able to find meaning of life, but one thing for sure, that probably is the reason of living. To try, to find meaning in everyday.